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Not Dead Yet

by Dawn of Jayne

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UpDown 02:56
2.
Damn 02:40
Well of my sadness, do not overflow Don't let the waters of your youth betray you You have grown Dam of my conscience do not show Streams and drips of threatened exposure Hold fast The thing you guard is a sacred shame Could come bursting through At last And you will drown in your pile on the floor In knee deep water so close to the shore A flood of your making, disposition to match All it took was the Earth's quaking to open up the hatch Endless as a nightmare and fast as other dreams the walls give way to the drips and the streams Well of my sadness, do not overflow Don't let the waters of your youth betray you You have grown You have grown
3.
Ladonna 05:26
Time don’t pass the way you which it would We go slow through the bad and blink through the good Life floods over filling with future doubts And we can’t tell what we could live with or without So we sit so still that our skin begins to shift and I can’t tell if it’s a curse or a gift I wonder where you are As I do not feel the pain I don’t know how I’ll appear to you I never look the same I just walk on through your mind Like evaporated rain Look at me and you’ll see Every version there’s ever bee of you And I sort of get the feeling that you think That I could look right through But I don’t know what is real or what is right So I’ll lay in this moment just to feel alive And I wonder where you are As I do not feel the pain I don’t know how I’ll appear to you I never look the same Born to my mother she knew it wasn’t long ‘Til I shifted so fast that I finally belonged And I never felt peace in the moment Now I got no peace at all I’m restless and wanderin’ I’m crying out But you hardly ever hear the call And I wonder where you are As I’m crying out your name I don’t know how I’ll appear to you I never look the same I just walk on through your mind Like evaporated rain
4.
Look into me all the way through Look into me to get to you Shapes in my eyes which give way to yours Don’t look away; we’ve never gone this long before Stare into my mind As it creates you Look past me at the reflection Of you Each tiny line that your life has formed Observed through me Every path of light in your eyes As you hold the gaze steady The universe caught in an infinite loop of our sight Long enough to see the truth, we’d see the lights in each other’s eyes Stare into my mind As it creates you Look past me at the horizon Of you Look into me all the way through Look into me to get to you Color that surrounds the darkest part of you Blurs all around us, everything is you
5.
Abusive OG 03:23
Walk on by her, she’ll flinch Too many toes been walked on Every swing of an arm, She ducks it to move on… move on… move on What if you were wrong For once, for once Shattered glass on the floor All my cash in a drawer So I gave it to you Like a thousand times before Let the carcinogens burn Watch her stomach unchurn Feel the linger set in “The fuck is she wantin’?” Left to wonder, left to wonder What if you were wrong For once, for once Didn’t mean to let you think This was happening Let it go to far again Show her off to all your friends All her fault every time She tried to find an end But what if you were wrong All along, All along What if you were wrong For once, For once, For once
6.
Alien OG 04:51
Saw you on the day you arrived Outskirts of town you asked us for a ride Couldn’t hide the stars in your eyes That’s when I knew, drew my gun That you, you were, an alien Ya you, you were, an alien So many questions about the human race Our existence, how could it matter in such a matter-less place? Call us out, hear the chatter of human doubt Will he kill us all? Have we hit a wall? Oh alien, knew you were real all along Oh alien, please don’t kill us, kill us all Shot in the back I look to you Stars in your eyes, no surprise, what you had to do Oh alien, knew it was you all along Alien, what have you done And I wonder what you’ll do with the rest of them Save them from themselves, think you’re their alien friend But as I fade to black, I remain so unsure Alien, I ask, What was I living for? Oh alien, knew you were real all along Oh alien, please don't kill the rest of them
7.
Kitty City 02:20
What a wretched plan, to invest in a man Who needs you to stand up on his own two feet Got my babies and me, don’t need all of the sweets Meet our own fucking needs Snap 1,2,3 And we’ll float you away on a cloud you’ve never seen Let you in for a peek at the inside of your dreams But you won’t get past these three; nowhere to grow but up We’re the ones who didn’t have time to give a fuck And I’m basing all the thoughts of the things that you think you’re not On the fact that you might need a little bit of what we got But what the fuck am I talking about, Let us breath you in with an open mouth Got my babies and me, don’t need all of the sweets Meet our own fucking needs Snap 1,2,3 And we’ll float you away on a cloud you’ve never seen Let you in for a peek and then we’ll take back everything Cuz you don’t know what you need, and you’re not gonna find it in me I only need these three, I only need these three And you can get in on that if you stop being whack Don’t talk at my back don’t tug at the strap Don’t gnaw at the strings cuz they will snap And I’ll have my babies and me, Won’t need all of the sweets Meet our own fucking needs snap 1,2,3 Rude with my ladies, bebes gotta be shady Move with my kitty cuz we own this fucking city Then we’ll disappear in a puff, cuz it’ll never be enough You’ve seen the light and you won’t give up On the ones who couldn’t give a fuck
8.
White Jesus 03:12
Why when you fear no death, Why does it continue to rain? It’s been a valiant effort to forget The shame of your everyday pain I often feel the best part of myself is an ability to see my worst And I often feel that if I know myself, through the weight of my life, it’s a curse Well living was always the hardest part for you Why when you fear no death, Why does it continue to rain? It’s been a valiant effort to forget The shame of your everyday pain I’m feeling the dips and the woes we continue to collect Small pieces of myself, I tear down as I built up Got me feeling low, Rip away reality as it unfolds So WHY do I keep on running when I do not fear my worst And why, as I watch the world shatter around me, do I beg for answers? Why when you fear no death, Why does it continue to rain? It’s been a valiant effort to forget The shame of your everyday pain

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released May 31, 2017

Written, Recorded, Produced and Mixed by Tamara Bruketta

Beth May - Spoken word, sheer beauty
Sergio Soto - Piano, additional guitar, general badassness
Ashly Burch - Vocals, beautiful chaos
Charlie Carroll - Drums, dope vibes
Justin Yngelmo - Synth, love
Seymour the dog - Lead vocals

INSANELY DOPE Album Art by Christina Cole
Album logo by Aimee Goodwin

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